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One thing that I benefit from by not talking to anyone is I have absolutely no drama in my life right now. Holy shit.

I think I'll continue being a hermit, thanks.

If people looked at my search history either at work or home, I'd get a lot of people wondering about me.

(11:31:37 PM) Saleh: its almost your birthday
(11:31:49 PM) Me: I know :]
(11:32:18 PM) Me: I'm an old fart
(11:32:32 PM) Saleh: then i guess i'm an even older fart
(11:32:37 PM) Me: you're like
(11:32:42 PM) Me: a dutch oven fart
(11:32:59 PM) Me: you've been lingering around for a while and then oh god
(11:33:07 PM) Saleh: hahaha
(11:33:21 PM) Saleh: youre just a pot belly stove fart
(11:33:33 PM) Saleh: pretty damn old, but not the oldest
(11:33:38 PM) Me: hahahah

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+Good friends
+Experiencing "sad" and not "depressed" in the first time in my life
+I like how I look
+Non-stop fun on weekends
+Putting the past behind me and moving on
+Deciding to do that all by myself with no motivation from anyone
+Deciding not to let my housing situation get to me

-None

Oh yeah, I think I'm going to friends lock my entries cause I'm bored.

can suck a big black dick.

shorts that aren't down to my ankles (because my legs are so stumpy) but not so short that my ass hangs out.

HOW HARD IS THAT?!?!

I've never had a fast food burger before, so I opted to try a Big Mac. Let's see how it goes.

I asked for no pickles. There's fucking pickles.

Okay, there's nothing between the top bun and the middle bun. Wtf?

Well. This is going to be messy. I'm going to try it now.

Ugh it's all squishy and I'm getting it everywhere. I can hardly taste the beef over this...what is this, tarter sauce? This isn't exactly what I'd call "special".

How can people taste anything? There's so many things going on, it's like a big ball of mush. How do people seriously get fat on this shit? I'm so confused.

Don't get me wrong, it's not bad, but jfc I'm probably not going to order this again. I think I'll try a Whopper next time.

44 dollars and some odd change. Yessssssss.

I think I might be living in my apartment for one more month. After that, I'm leaving. It's been a good run and I'm glad it lasted as long as it did, but I'm ready to move on. Close that chapter and start a new one I guess.

Things are good. Getting the loose ends straightened out. Figuring out my life. Figuring out what I want to do. It's good. It's also nice hearing from people that they can see the improvements.

I know I need to give it a couple months until I'm for sure, but I'm glad this shit isn't Seroquel. It was ruining me. It honestly made me a million times worse than I had ever been. Abilify is just making me happy all around. I get EXCITED for things. I have never been excited for anything in my life. I can't even begin to describe how weird the feeling is.

Yup. :]

My two bosses are going on vacation to Vegas. It just makes me think about how it's been a while since I've been on one. I keep talking about it to everyone, but I just can't afford to take a week off and go anywhere.

*sigh*

My parents used to take me on vacations all the time. I mean, here's what I've been to:


visited 26 states (52%)
Create your own visited map of The United States or another interesting project

Like...seriously. I've been all over the damn place. I just need to start heading out west. I'd like to go to Cali some day, but I just can't justify it.

I don't know, I think I just need an escape from reality for a week. I've never been on a vacation where there weren't parents present. Sure, I go on random road trips for the weekend, but it's not really the same. Barf. I just need to save up my money and do it. People should try to go with me.

Stupid running. Stupid exercise. Stupid not being fat.

( Stolen from Lupezzzzzzzz )

exactly what I'm doing any more?

I need to talk to the landlord tomorrow.

I need to do a lot of things I just haven't done yet. At least I kind of cleaned my room. I still have a lot of laundry to do, though.

I got really really sad last night. I don't know what's wrong with me. Everything I get upset over is the same old shit. I really wish I could just let go of things. Get over things. Stop worrying. Ueuidhfisuhfdef

Overall, the medicine is working well and has no significant side effects. I think I'm going to stick with this stuff.

Yup.

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